Tawi-Tawi’s Charm

June 17th, 2007 by tatine

I’m still in awe over having been in Tawi-Tawi last week — the Philippines’ southernmost frontier — a place of beckoning limestone peaks, emerald isles, and with a charm that turns one into mush (er…that’s me).

Encountering and meeting some Badjaos (indigenous peoples who used to live in the sea but have now set up villages on stilts) also reminded me about how the rest of the country has plenty of work left to do. Governance must work. And we all must start somewhere.

In between I met some Marines, fresh from a 10-months’ stint in Tawi-Tawi’s farflung island municipalities (some took 16 hours traversing the open sea), and settling for some respite (hopefully) in the capital, Bongao.

On my last day, I rode topload in the Marines’ hummer — passing through the sea in the horizon, mangroves just over the bend, and the Bongao peak hiding a sunset that quickly paved way to a starlit sky.

What a trip!

Mindanao and All that Jazz

June 11th, 2007 by tatine

Last week was a week of firsts. First time in Jolo, Sulu. First time to do parasailing in Boracay. And tomorrow I go off to Tawi-Tawi.

Jolo was interesting and memorable — a retreat from it all. Parasailing was smooth and effortless — a literal flight of imagination as the wind and clouds carry you to a different kind of high.

Let’s see what Tawi-Tawi brings…

Election Fever

May 22nd, 2007 by tatine

So my recent post appears like how my life has been this past 19 weeks — light alternating with darkness! Got into managing an elections program and I didn’t know what hit me. It’s been tiring; only got into it cos I figured, hey, this can make a difference, and hit the ground running — literally.

I miss my family. I miss my friends. I miss having time to pray. I miss solitude. Really need to find a way not to work hard but to work smart. And get rid of back pains!

So far, the madness may subside soon.

I remember how a friend reminded me once that there should be a difference between doing the will of God and doing God’s work. That sometimes, we get busy doing God’s work we forget to do God’s will. Pondering away on that.

Lots of cool things got done however. And these appear, in my still-idealistic heart, seeds for new politics.

Elections and everything that democracy should be about must involve that hope for things beyond our reach; that faith for goals that we lie awake dreaming about; that unerring conviction that if we strive harder, we’ll truly see the dawn of a better government and genuine public service.

But first, uncover the shadows.

8 Countries, 1 Elections

May 7th, 2007 by tatine

Dear Friends and Colleagues –

Please find below media alert about an event taking place on Sunday where elections and religious civil society experts will discuss Islam in the context of democracy and the elections process. The event will take place in Zamboanga City immediately before the international observer team deploys throughout the Autonomous Region in Muslim Mindanao (ARMM), and will include Philippines representatives from national and regional religious groups.

Although the participants come from Muslim communities, their experience with Islam and democratization is quite varied. For instance, in
Indonesia , Muslim civil society groups were in the forefront of the struggle to introduce democracy and have been worldwide leaders in the articulation and promotion of liberal and pluralistic interpretations of Islam. In Bangladesh , religious organizations have played a lesser role in a primarily secular struggle for democracy.

Also, a post-election press conference in Manila is being planned by the Asian Network for Free Elections (ANFREL) - the regional group managing the observation mission in ARMM - for May 16. Details forthcoming.

Kindly pass to other organizations or groups that may be interested in this activity.
 
Please also direct any questions or RSVPs to Debbie Felix, The Asia Foundation, local mobile: 0921-563-6320, dfelix@asiafound.org
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MEDIA ALERT

The
Asia Foundation Presents "Forum on Islam, Elections, and Democracy" –
International Election Observers, Philippines Religious Civil Society groups meet in Mindanao

Who:   
The Asia Foundation – a San Francisco-based non-profit, non-governmental organization committed to the development of a peaceful, prosperous, just, and open Asia-Pacific region – has since 1954 facilitated programs in the
Philippines to strengthen good governance and economic development. 

What:   
As the Philippines prepares to go to the polls on Election Day, a one-day conference, "Forum on Islam, Elections, and Democracy," held in Zamboanga City, will convene key representatives from local religious groups, non-governmental organizations, and international elections observers to discuss critical issues facing Muslim Filipino voters throughout the Autonomous Region in Muslim Mindanao (ARMM). The event is co-sponsored with the Philippine Council for Islam and Democracy (PCID) and funded by the Canadian International Development Agency (CIDA).

The event will feature:
-Presentations by visiting international election observers, coordinated by Asian Network for Free Elections (ANFREL), from six Asian countries with majority or significant Muslim populations: Pakistan, Malaysia, Bangladesh, Indonesia, Thailand, and Sri Lanka;

-Insight and analysis from Philippine participants representing the PCID and the Parish Pastoral Council for Responsible Voting (PPCRV) – a nationwide network of 500,000 volunteer poll watchers – that recently signed a landmark memorandum of agreement with 12 Muslim civil society organizations and the Darul Ifta Assembly of the Philippines to uphold clean, honest and credible elections.

When:             
Sunday, May 6, 2007.
Registration: 8:00am, Conference:
8:30 – 6:30 pm .
Full program agenda available.

Where:            
Garden Orchid Hotel,
Zamboanga City , Mindanao
(Tel. +63 62 991 0031 to 34)

Interviews Available:    
Steven Rood, Country Representative of the
Philippines , The Asia Foundation. Dr. Rood can discuss the significance of current political, economic, and social issues impacting the Philippines election.

Tim Meisburger, Regional Director of Elections and Political Processes, The
Asia Foundation. Mr. Meisburger can discuss the election process and significant changes impacting the 2007 Philippines election, civic and voter education, and international election observation.

In addition, representatives from ANFREL and each of the conference participant groups will be available for interviews. Possible topics: the elections process in the
Philippines and the current political climate; grassroots religious networks working to inform Filipinos of election issues; unique issues facing ARMM voters. 

To RSVP, contact: Debbie Felix, The Asia Foundation: dfelix@asiafound.org, or
Mobile (local): 0921-563-6320, or +66 (81) 645-3637.

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JOURNAL OF A BEIJINGER WANNABE

November 17th, 2006 by tatine

Beijing On My Mind

My first glimpse of Beijing was at night from my plane. I saw an impressively organized quadrant of lights and a city that beckons. Upon landing, my Chinese seatmate pointed out two big, glowing, red Chinese characters that read, Beijing. He willingly wrote the Chinese characters on my journal and thanked me in what few English he knew for lending him my pen. I held my breath upon entering this new world that has centuries-old history and influence. I was hooked except that I didn’t know it yet.

This whole trip came unexpectedly and was almost not meant to be. The day before I left, I had to rush to a job interview, pray that my coughing would abate, and wondered why my left ankle suddenly swelled that I walked with a limp. Were I more superstitious than usual, I would have cancelled the trip and believed in the signs. But my stubborn gene won over my cautious one and so there I was, entering the Middle Kingdom and liking what I saw.

Happily ensconced in an old black Mercedes Benz with a driver whose English extended only to, “Sorry, no English,” I contemplated about my first day’s lack of an itinerary. I arrived in my first abode – the Far East Youth International Hostel – and met my first new friends, my assigned roommates. Two Spanish girls from Barcelona who adopted me the next day and brought me along their trip to the Lama Temple (Yong He Gong Palace) via an invigorating morning walk and an interesting ride in the Metro. Palerma and I were quite the spectator as Ellisanda practiced on her Mandarin with the locals and promptly pointed out a famous Peking Duck restaurant and a hotel that shows Beijing opera – both near our hostel.

Guided by an audio tour guide that allowed me to hit pause when I wanted to look at an Empress’ intricate embroidery or wonder at the giant Buddha gift for a visiting Lama, the Lama Temple is a good introduction to Lamaism or the yellow religion. I was particularly enamored by the intricate mandala sand painting as well as the old bronze bell and huge stone tablets that had sacred scriptures inscribed on them. A tablet calling for peace and unity written in four languages (Manchu, Chinese, Tibetan and Mongolian) was prominently displayed upon entering the main archway. Throughout my whole walk, I saw and was surrounded by a piety of incense and bows – that act of bending over in respect to a Buddha’s image or even to the other statues that were in the different halls.

With this first temple impression, I went back to the hostel to meet with my College friend and sponsor for this trip, Veronica. When we met for dinner a few weeks ago, she mentioned about being invited to this trip by a bank for an Issuers and Investors Conference. She was allowed to bring a guest and the bank would take care of all land arrangements (tours, meals and hotels) except for the airfare. I had free miles to spare and was in need of a break or simply something new. Hence, this unplanned and unexpected trip as any adventure is usually defined by. Since my free miles had to follow a different schedule (and a long stopover in Narita!), my flights in and out of Beijing fell on different dates. I was on backpacker mode for the first and last nights, and on junket mode in between. What a trip!

From my morning jaunt with Spanish friends to the Lamasery of Harmony and Peace, Veronica and I spent the afternoon walking around the Temple of Heaven. As the name implies, it was grander, and quite an architectural wonder. It was a temple sitting on top of an elevated fortress surrounded by a landscape of beautiful cypress and juniper trees. I especially enjoyed our short walk through their Long Corridor. It was a local scene of old Chinese folks singing heartily in choir groups, with some women crocheting as the men played chess.

Our first official day concluded with 2.5 hours of winding through Beijing traffic as we tried to catch the cocktails in the hotel just off the Badaling section of the Great Wall. The Peking Duck and hoisin sauce concoction we were served was a great reliever of traffic blues. The hotel’s name (and my second abode) – Commune by the Great Wall – is quite literally a location description. It’s ran by the Kempinski chain of hotels and opened just this September. Surrounded by designer luxury villas with its own path to the Great Wall, nothing could rival its natural scenery. Our house was all glass and full of open spaces just waiting for parties to unravel. That night was my first real taste of winter as we were shuttled via an open air vehicle. Our first morning walk to the main building found us laughing about the huff of fog coming out of our mouths. It was crisp, it was cool, and it was something new.

Veronica went off to her conference while I was shuttled with other guests to our first tour – the Ming Tombs. It was one of those few times when I liked the journey better than the destination. On the way, I saw persimmon trees and apple orchards, a big brown hairy camel and beautiful black-headed birds, glimpses of the Great Wall and my favorite of all, mystical-looking mountains with cream-colored smooth stone outcrops, almost reminiscent of El Nido’s limestone mountains. At the time, I wished I was a geologist and that I knew what geological implications the mountains would reveal. I thought of how hard it must have been for indentured laborers to build 5,000 kilometers of the Great Wall in harsh weather and on unyielding stone. That afternoon, Veronica and other conference participants joined us in our second tour, a.k.a. the main highlight – climbing the Great Wall itself.

Warned about the cold weather and strong wind in the Great Wall, I changed coats and brought the red heavy-duty winter coat complete with faux fur. I was like an Eskimo in Sumo wrestler padding transported to the Great Wall! But what a wall! Said to be visible from space, it is a palpable testament to a people’s heroism and genius. Our guide said that to climb the Great Wall is to be a hero according to local beliefs. On a more solemn note, he also said that with its construction imposed on farmers and peasants, the Great Wall is also sometimes called the longest cemetery as they died in the thousands while building it.

I climbed to a spot that was a bit higher than where my group was and just took in the scenery and the serenity. We chose the less traveled section of the Badaling Great Wall so I had that pilgrim feeling akin to my temple climb in Angkor Wat. A pilgrim’s way is the silent way. One travels and climbs towards certain heights and solitude becomes a willing companion. As I sat there taking it all in, I let nothing in my mind wander. I have always chosen natural beauty over the concrete jungle but being on top of the Great Wall was a different kind of tangible high.

Nothing could top that afternoon although a 14-course dinner where Shaolin monks performed during intermission numbers certainly joined the list of my Beijing memories. I also found Mr. Wei Ben Hua’s speech that night interesting. He was the Conference Keynote Speaker and China’s Deputy Administrator to the State Administration of Foreign Exchange – a post supposedly equivalent to our Central Bank Governor.

The next day saw us traversing the same highway back to the city where we passed ongoing construction of the stadium where the 2008 Olympics will be held. A sunset walk through Tiananmen (Gate of Heavenly Peace) Square – the world’s largest square said to fit 1 million people – was a vista to savor with the National Museum of China to the west and the Great Hall of the People (National People’s Congress) to the east. Mao’s mausoleum lies behind the Heroes’ Monument in the center while his larger-than-life portrait watches over us from the northern gate of the square. The regal Qianmen – a 15th century gate that is a compass point in Beijing – once divided the ancient Inner City and the outer suburban zone. It is now made up of two separate structures (the Zhengyang and the Arrow Tower) and lies beyond the mausoleum.

From this walk, we proceeded to our city residence (and my third abode) at the Grand Hyatt Beijing. We quickly checked in and promptly went to the Oriental Plaza mall attached to the hotel to do a bit of shopping where we discovered the pastilles of wild jujube. Dinner was formal at the exclusive China Club. We skipped out though after the fifth course and decided to shop at Wangfujing’s night market instead. Shall we call this my capitalist consumerism mode in Communist China?

The next day was an early morning walk to where the bell tolls (Sunday mass, that is) – except that I could not find the bell attached to St. Joseph’s Church (a.k.a. the East Cathedral) that was supposedly on Wangfujing road. Yes, the same road where my consumerism had an almost-free rein the night before. I was about to give up and head back to the hotel when I saw the first possibly-English-speaking guy who I hoped was an adopted local and could point out the church to me. It turned out that he was as un-local as I was but was also looking for the same church. He was smarter though and got the hotel concierge to write the church’s name in Chinese. We found it after the stoplight at the end of the road where I decided to give up and head back. Apparently, my guardian angel was at work early that morning, and wanted me to hear mass albeit in Chinese.

Veronica left ahead and like my first day in Beijing, I had no plans and was just going to wing it. So I figured, enjoy my hotel buffet breakfast (a.k.a. fortify myself) and make a plan. Who do I bump into at the buffet table but my church buddy, Marcin! He was Polish-American, a World Youth Day veteran like myself (Rome 2000 and Toronto 2002), and was also still trying to plan the day. We decided to go to the Forbidden City together after breakfast. Hey, he had the thick China Lonely Planet while I only had a city map!

Marcin and I must have walked close to four hours from the hotel to Tiananmen Square, through the gates that led to the Forbidden City until the other end that brought us to the Imperial Garden and out into a bridge above the City’s surrounding moat. The City was huge and by the nth hall, Marcin and I already memorized the beginning sentence to each description. We took sitting breaks at strategically placed benches where one could just chill and think, “I am inside a city that forbade entry to the general population for 500 years! A city that had 9,999.5 rooms, where an emperor once had 3,000 concubines, and whose living quarters was called the Palace of Heavenly Purity!” Elaborate, amazing, just grand!

From the Forbidden City (and a quick bargaining stop at the Lama Temple), I sped away for a final glimpse at real hutongs (alleyways) in Liulichang Cultural Street. What a find! Cobbled streets and motorized rickshaws maneuvering through crowded alleyways, beautiful antiques and calligraphy enticingly displayed on shop windows, local shops selling everything from wooden puppets to colorful local food while giving tourists a taste of their various tea collection. With Chinese children playing Chinese garter outside their homes, I was transported back to memories of childhood games and my dependable Chinese shoes. I was smiling the whole time I was walking through the friendly labyrinth of Liulichang street. My cultural experience was capped by a fabulous show of Chinese acrobatics – body contortions that made my jaw drop; scenes that almost waxed sentimental as couples and groups held by a single rope literally glided around the stage accompanied by music that makes one’s imagination fly.

That last night brought me back to my first and final abode – the Far East Hostel where I bumped into my first roommates off to their Tibetan journey. My new roommates were Spanish again, but boys this time. It was a surprise but hey, something new. My roommates were out when I returned from the show but I made new friends in the nearby room. Three Australian girls (two were twins) and two guys – an Irish and a Canadian. We swapped stories complete with favorite temples and memorable cultural idiosyncracies that our travels exposed us to. It was an interesting experience of cultural exchange. All lazy to go out, we decided to hold a mini-party at the kitchenette/ laundry area in our basement. It was a hot tea-hot choco-and-coffee party complete with local biscuits and chocolate cookies. All I can really say is, “What a Beijing despedida!”

I arrived in the Philippines on a Monday night. I looked out from my plane and saw Manila all lit up. As the saying goes, there is no place like home but Beijing, my Beijing, did come close.

Beijing, China
08-13 November 2006

i’ll just wing it in beijing

October 28th, 2006 by tatine

so i’m plannning an unexpected trip to beijing this nov care of a friend’s junket that allows another friend (moi!) to be brought to co-enjoy this junket. ha ha…

the junket covers all the land trips, board and lodging. and my free miles cover my airfare. yi-hee! kinda feels like commercialism/ capitalism has its worth - sometimes.

everyone says it’s C-O-L-D in beijing this nov so i better bring mah fur, aha…

anyone care to share theirs?

:D
t

Queen of Choke!

October 6th, 2006 by tatine

So there was I, akin to Romeo’s Juliet in an upstairs porch,
Holding the phone, clutching tightly my mind’s speech
Rehearsed til dawn, creatively practised on captive friends.

And I choked!
(Well, rhetorically at least.)

There goes my grita!
(A freaking walk down juvenile memory lane!)

What is it about him that
Leaves me
Abandons me
Captures me
Lures me

I turn off the phone, end any future conversation,
Time echoes in breathless gall

And I whisper,

Next time.

W. B. Y.

September 3rd, 2006 by tatine

You got me at “Tread softly
Because you tread
on my dreams…”

Need
I
Say
More?

Ours has always been
A soliloquy
In motion.

Yours a distant voice
Mine
raging
still.

Desire and passion
Danger in liquid form.

Pain
and
Bliss.

The truth
does not
save all.

Betrayal comes
before our fall.

SO WHY NOT BOYCOTT THE INQUIRER?

August 21st, 2006 by tatine

This he-who-must-not-be-named-otherwise-his-bigoted-head-will-further-bloat just ruined everyone’s week. Fine, his name is Isagani Cruz and he ruined my week.

Reading his article bashing gays is one of those experiences when you were just told a truly outrageous lie and the swaggering liar still expected you to swallow it without complaint. And for a ghastly moment there, you were actually rendered speechless. Then you think to yourself, what kind of "macho" animal am I dealing with?!

I do not think one has to be a lesbian, gay, bisexual or transgender (LGBT) to take offense in outright bigotry. Unless, I guess, you graduated from Legarda Elementary School in the 1930s. Or sired five macho sons. Or were one of those who joshed and amiably teased someone for being effeminate. (Tsk, tsk, Tatine, comport yourself with grace and decorum.)

I’m sure that many thoughts crossed everyone’s minds when they read the article. I’m also certain that many would take up the call to denounce him to the Inquirer’s editorial board as several groups in the LGBT community have proposed. But I’d like to take a different track and ask, why in the first place did the Inquirer editorial board allow for such an article to see the light of day? How does the Inquirer editorial board define press freedom and balance it with media responsibility? What provision in their Code of Ethics allows for the promotion of a blatant call to discrimination? Simply put, where and how does the Inquirer draw the line?

As an advocate of the right to information, I also think that the Inquirer should be transparent about and made accountable for the process by which it allowed Cruz to criminally trample on LGBTs’ basic rights to personhood and freedom of expression.

One need not look far to see that discrimination against the LGBTs abound everywhere, be it in commercial establishments or even educational institutions. In fact, one unfailingly reads about discrimination of the petty, cruel and deliberate kind. His article glaringly belongs in that category and shame on the Inquirer for allowing its promotion!

There is an alarming increase in hate crimes committed against the LGBTs by the same people who espouse the article’s warped ideas. That it was penned by a retired Supreme Court Justice whose column location is given prominent space by the Inquirer has just legitimized and given further incentive to their barbarity.

Undoubtedly, Cruz is not alone in his bigotry and this disturbs me. This is one of those chilling instances when the pen is not just mightier than the sword. Cruz’s pen actually draws blood.

What kind of "macho" animal are we dealing with? The same one who petitioned the Supreme Court, his former abode, to declare the Indigenous Peoples Rights Act unconstitutional. Of course this is another story but significant to note in terms of precedent. Cruz lost that petition. Let’s wait and see what the Inquirer will do to his column.

If the Inquirer chooses inaction, well then everyone knows what paper is worth reading over it anytime.

‘Don we now our gay apparel’
    By Isagani Cruz
    Inquirer
    Last updated 02:14am (Mla time) 08/12/2006
    Published on Page A10 of the August 12, 2006 issue of the Philippine Daily
    Inquirer

    HOMOSEXUALS before were mocked and derided, but now they are regarded with new-found respect and, in many cases, even treated as celebrities. Only recently, the more impressionable among our people wildly welcomed a group of entertainers whose main proud advertisement was that they were "queer." It seems that the present society has developed a new sense of values that have rejected our religious people’s traditional ideas of propriety and morality on the pretext of being "modern" and "broad-minded."

    The observations I will here make against homosexuals in general do not include the members of their group who have conducted themselves decorously, with proper regard not only for their own persons but also for the gay population in general. A number of our local couturiers, to take but one example, are less than manly but they have behaved in a reserved and discreet manner unlike the vulgar members of the gay community who have degraded and scandalized it. I offer abject apologies to those blameless people I may unintentionally include in my not inclusive criticisms. They have my admiration and respect.

    The change in the popular attitude toward homosexuals is not particular to the Philippines. It has become an international trend even in the so-called sophisticated regions with more liberal concepts than in our comparatively conservative society. Gay marriages have been legally recognized in a number of European countries and in some parts of the United States. Queer people — that’s the sarcastic term for them — have come out of the closet where before they carefully concealed their condition. The permissive belief now is that homosexuals belong to a separate third sex with equal rights as male and female persons instead of just an illicit in-between gender that is neither here nor there.

    When I was studying in the Legarda Elementary School in Manila during the last 1930s, the big student population had only one, just one, homosexual. His name was Jose but we all called him Josefa. He was a quiet and friendly boy whom everybody liked to josh but not offensively. In the whole district of Sampaloc where I lived, there was only one homosexual who roamed the streets peddling "kalamay" and "puto" and other treats for snacks. He provided diversion to his genial customers and did not mind their familiar amiable teasing. I think he actually enjoyed being a "binabae" [effeminate].

    The change came, I think, when an association of homos dirtied the beautiful tradition of the Santa Cruz de Mayo by parading their kind as the "sagalas" instead of the comely young maidens who should have been chosen to grace the procession. Instead of being outraged by the blasphemy, the watchers were amused and, I suppose, indirectly encouraged the fairies to project themselves. It must have been then that they realized that they were what they were, whether they liked it or not, and that the time for hiding their condition was over.

    Now homosexuals are everywhere, coming at first in timorous and eventually alarming and audacious number. Beauty salons now are served mostly by gay attendants including effeminate bearded hairdressers to whom male barbers have lost many of their macho customers. Local shows have their share of "siyoke" [gay men], including actors like the one rejected by a beautiful wife in favor of a more masculine if less handsome partner. And, of course, there are lady-like directors who are probably the reason why every movie and TV drama must have the off-color "bading" [gay] or two to cheapen the proceedings.

    And the schools are now fertile ground for the gay invasion. Walking along the University belt one day, I passed by a group of boys chattering among themselves, with one of them exclaiming seriously, "Aalis na ako.Magpapasuso pa ako!" ["I'm leaving. I still have to breastfeed!"] That pansy would have been mauled in the school where my five sons (all machos) studied during the ’70s when all the students were certifiably masculine. Now many of its pupils are gay, and I don’t mean happy. I suppose they have been influenced by such shows as "Brokeback Mountain," our own "Ang Pagdadalaga ni Maximo Oliveros" (both of which won awards), "Queer Eye for the Straight Guy," and that talk program of Ellen Degeneres, an admitted lesbian.

    Is our population getting to be predominantly pansy? Must we allow homosexuality to march unobstructed until we are converted into a nation of sexless persons without the virility of males and the grace of females but only an insipid mix of these diluted virtues? Let us be warned against the gay population, which is per se a compromise between the strong and the weak and therefore only somewhat and not the absolute of either of the two qualities. Be alert lest the Philippine flag be made of delicate lace and adorned with embroidered frills.

A Nostalgic Trip to DAWN-landia (aka, Tat the Groupie)

August 9th, 2006 by tatine

Tonight was a night of firsts. It was also a much-needed respite from the mundane. I was, among other things, a fulfilled and unabashed groupie. The most fun part was that all these happened quite unexpectedly.

Some weeks ago, I met with my friend and colleague, Celia Sandejas. She was raving about her son, Mike, the writer-director-producer of this year’s Cinemalaya Best Picture – Tulad ng Dati – a semi-fictitious movie about the journey of The Dawn, a 20-year old band that is certainly fascinating and familiar to my generation. I missed its CCP showing and made Celia promise to inform me if it comes to the UP Film Institute. Tonight was its debut in my neighborhood and I was ready to watch a movie-cum-concert spectacle. I was not disappointed.

Celia, along with Mike and his wife, May, were my gracious and cool travel guides (and fellow groupies!) into the world of moviemaking. I was amazed at how Mike apparently wrote the script in just six days and churned out this winner in 17 days of filming. Hanging out with them and eating turon before the movie began, I already got a glimpse of its charm.

Jett Pangan was effective in his portrayal of a belated coming-of-age rock star, while Agot Isidro who played his wife was the perfect balance to the sometimes maddening world of gigs and simply trying to eke out a living in the music industry. I especially loved their duet of Kahit Isang Panaginip Lang, a raw and sentimental acoustic rendition that was actually one of three scenes that made me cry.

All the members of The Dawn who played themselves were also a revelation. My favorite was their lead guitarist, Francis ‘Kiko’ Reyes, whose sobering humor and unexpected outbursts just made me guffaw the longest. This movie elevates itself from the current crop of reality shows in how it allows the viewer to actually ride with The Dawn’s rollercoaster journey from the past towards their band’s emerging destiny. Ping Medina, who plays Teddy Diaz, the deceased band member, rendered a steadying poignant voice as the visiting philosopher on board. His questions, although addressed to Jett, were certainly familiar to our 30-something-tribe years.

As events unfold, The Dawn’s music pervades the theatre with force. I am driven back to memories of Enveloped Ideas and to the sheer exhilaration of being a part of a gaddam-good-jam! I strongly felt the urge to stand up and clap and just show appreciation for the fantastic showdown between The Dawn and the movie’s rock star antagonists, Ratbunitata. What a trip!!!

The UP Film Institute was filled (to the brim!) with a substantial number of young college students – many of whom may not have known of The Dawn 20 years back. But I’m sure that like me, they all could not wait to get hold of The Dawn’s album (which Mike told me will contain all the songs in the movie and will be launched this month!) and create their own memories to relive in the future. Many came out smiling and energized, and I’m sure, wanting some more. I was all this and to officially mark my groupie accreditation, I got a photo op with Mike’s family and Alchris Galura, this year’s Best Actor from another award-winning Cinemalaya film, Batad.

Afterwards, Mike, May and Celia (thanks, dears!!!) treated me to dinner and to a gamut of stories, and meanings and nuances of the film’s memorable scenes. Whaddahey, my debriefing (ha ha) was the best! Truth is also, indeed, stranger than fiction.

I can’t wait to watch this again, preferably with a group of friends under a canopy of stars with the film projected on a white wall and us drinking to The Dawn’s music as the evening unfolds. Now that’s groupie heaven!

Tatine G. Faylona
08 August 2006
UP Diliman

Cinemalaya films are currently showing at the UP Film Institute, UP Diliman, Quezon City. Tulad ng Dati will again be shown this Thursday, 10 August, 9 PM. A reliable source told me that The Dawn may come on this date. I can’t wait for that party to begin!

You can also check out these sites…

http://www.cinemalaya.org/index.php?bn=2

http://postcardsfromnowhere.blogspot.com/ (by Earnest Zabala, wife of Buddy)

http://thedawnrocks.multiply.com/ http://www.thedawn.ph/main.html

http://kaleidosky.multiply.com/ http://dollyrockmuse.livejournal.com/